Remembering

Today, October 15, is National Day of Remembrance for pregnancy and infant loss.
My husband and I have 3, possibly 4 babies in heaven, due to miscarriage. One we knew, was a boy.
My prayer is for all women who have babies in heaven, that they have God's peace and comfort today and always.
For those women who know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, I am thrilled that you will get to see your babies when you get to heaven.
There are other women who do not have Jesus as their personal Lord and Savior. They don't know, or choose not to accept Jesus. The way to spend eternity in heaven and be with their babies again, is to follow Him always. Admit you are a sinner, ask God to forgive you, (He will), repent of those sins. Obey His word, the Bible. I pray for you women, so you will accept the life Jesus desires for you, so that you too, can spend eternity with your little ones in heaven. Let God take your burdens of life off you. His Son, Jesus died on the cross for your sins. It is finished. You don't have to live a burdensome life anymore. Ask Jesus into your life now. He is waiting for you. Take His hand, let Him lead you. I want you to see your babies again, but God wants you to see them and live with them more than I do. He is a compassionate and loving God.
You may ask, "if He is so compassionate and loving, then why did He take my baby?"
Only He knows, but be assured, that whatever His reason, it is the best reason, and you will know what it is when you get to heaven. And you will say, "yes, I see it was for the best, and I understand it all now."
Praise God today and always.

Every knee shall bow! and husband is hungry

A friend and I were on our knees today, praising the name of Jesus. There is power in that Name. Things happen when you say the name of Jesus. Go ahead, say it. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. Watch things happen. It will be good. One day, every knee will bow, and every tongue will confess that Jesus is Lord. Those in heaven, those on earth, and those below the earth. Some will rejoice while bowing and confessing, some will weep because they are not with the Lord and realize what happened, and others will gnash their teeth, because they hate that name, but they will then know that He is Lord Jesus, name above all names, worthy of all praise.


Times are getting tough these days. I need to tighten the belt on spending and that includes running out to get food at my husbands request. He wanted a sub, foot long mind you. I couldn't justify spending money on something he was going to...oh never mind, I just didn't want to run out again, and spend money when we had food here. So I searched the refrig, and attempted to find sub makings. Wa-la I found hot dog buns, minute steaks, cheese, onions, mayo. Fried up the meat, melted the cheese, slathered mayo and raw onions, pepper and oregano, and there I had a sub sandwich for him. He did ask for a foot long, so I made him two. He said it was the best he's had in a long time. Who needs to spend money in a fast food joint, when basic stuff around is just as good. I did my part in saving our savings for the harder times that I believe are ahead of us.

Abby has been a bum all week, and today is no exception. She stays in her pj's all day. She says they are so cuddly and that's why she is still in them. Oh well, we have no where to go. And what's this??? she just put her toys away after she was done playing with them. Well praise God... she does hear me when I speak. And the great thing about that, is that I didn't have to speak the putting the toys away speech today. Well now doesn't that make me a happy mom.
Thank you Lord for a great day.